What can WRITING bring to me ?

When I was a student, I often wrote diaries and compositions but I didn』t think those kinds of stuff meant much to me. From the day I handed the last Chinese paper of the college entrance examination, I never thought of writing something.

However, I always know writing can mean something.

I had once wrote two letters to my families, one for my uncle who was dying for serious disease, and the other for my loving mother to thank for her dedication to raising me.

Although I never called on my uncle since going to the school and knew little of him, I believed he must be a very kind person and I tried my best to comfort him through my words. I also pointed out in the letter that he was always a good father and a good husband devoted himself to his family. I hoped he could felt more inner peace, more bravery and more love rather than the fear of passing away.

The other letter to my mother also made me realise the power of literal words. Little communication between families often leads to lack of love or mutual misunderstanding. Writing is a very good way to express emotion and thoughts hiden in one』s heart. But if your families are just around you, it is also good to to directly say you love them or give them a hug or just words of compliments.

Afterwards, I went to university and writing meant more to me. There was a period of time when I didn』t get on well with my roommates and bore the burden of study. But fortunately I could share my sufferings with a friend who studied abroad by contacting with emails in English. I often admired him for his mature opinions which stoke me as cared and enlightened. Since then, I began to find the beauty of writing in English.

After graduating from university, I went to Beijing. During the one and a half years』 life there, I often wrote something either for reflecting upon myself or for expressing sense of social sophistication.

Everything』s hard in the beginning. With no relatives in Beijing and rear contacts with friends there, just counting on myself, I finally went through those tough days and made much progress on my job. I should thank all the colleagues I worked with, they set obstacles for me but offer timely guidence once repeated self-attempts ended in failure, and they gave me chances to prove myself as a person with ability. I should also congratulate for my self-growth with the help of self-reflection. Frequent self-reflection helps to rectify the wrong track back to the right and I have been gradually used to questioning myself to find the breakthrough point of addressing problems. And besides, self-reflection brings self-discipline and high efficiency supplemented by right strategy of working.

As a girl often shy of the outside, it seems that I have a longer way to go on how to bear myself. Sometime when I felt uneasy of inner peace, I would write down my sensation towards this world. I would like to modify certain words between the lines again and again. The more I open my heart by writing, the more inner peace I would convert to.

And now, I』m back home and preparing for the next round of postgraduate exam. Since I have relatively more spare time to do what I want and what is 「useless」, I have spent two days of weekend to finish this diary. I』m willing to do that.

I don』t know how far I』ll go on the way of writing, but I will try my best to keep it.

I think writing means much to me.

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